I told you I loved you, you knew I was lying
The heat I'd sequestered inside me was dying
Just prior to midnight
You walked off for hours, or it seemed so to me
With my head and my heart and my lighter empty
As the alter up front it became a marquee
With your name written up there in lights
Your face was the stained glass, a rectory shattered
Believe it or not tell me what does it matter
There's only the two of us here
With this ghost of a god
When I go I know that I'll not be a martyr
Our souls are the last thing we have left to barter
So turn tell and run
Or face up to the firing squad
The cafe was drenched in the haze of obsession
Your voice just a choir of poorly-learned lessons
I fell in lockstep with a funeral procession
We marched away all one by one
I heard ladies weeping just outside the door
But I never knew who all their anguish was for
I joined in with their tears and I fell to the floor
Crying my god, let thy will be done
Your face was a frame in The Vatican hanging
My heart a church bell that's just ringing and ringing
The speed of the sound of the silence
That hangs in the air
The memories wound round my head in a crown of dread
Words that were written and ones that were left unsaid
The loom of this world
Weaves this beautiful sadness we wear
The moon is a kite and she's tethered to levers
Inside of me somewhere I'll fight her forever
But sometimes she pulls me and I'll go along for the ride
So open your eyes for the first time and see me
I'm standing before you all broken and bleeding
On crutches I'm leaning just let me stay with you tonight
Waits patiently for their empty applause
To hollow out the robots and make room for ghosts to live in there
The murderous machines will bear the burden for us all
But he could be so easily persuaded to believe in anything that wears a dress
God bless his easy heart
God bless this awful mess
The pharaoh signs his concubine's name on a tomb, a golden room
He carved for her as if it were his own
And fills his chest with emptiness so now her ghost is free to roam
His coin, his crown, his queen mean nothing now that she has gone
But he could be so easily persuaded to believe in anything that wears a dress
God bless his easy heart
God bless this awful mess
How we're beset upon all sides by fiction, fallacy and lies
God damn the blue inside of you
That finds it's way out through
The iris of your eyes
The Poet stands a broken man, the last of them it won't be long
The masses have no need it seems for simile in song
But I could be so easily persuaded to believe in any phrase that plays her part
God bless my easy heart
God bless my easy heart
On the four-chambered room she holds in her hand
So full of red wine that I can hardly stand
Barrio Moon leave if you must
A trail of perfume and angel dust
If we make the sunrise it'll be only just
Barrio Moon shine in her eyes
The stars are platoons of horses she rides
But all the king's horses and the queen's expensive jewels
Could not shine as bright
As she does tonight
Under the light of this Barrio Moon
Sharing lines we made love for the last time so far
And the drugs were just a way to justify that it's okay
For me to leave you next day as we fought at the bar
Look away, look away
Pretend I never knew you
Pretend I never used you
In the way that I do
Look away, look away
Maybe someday you'll lose me
Honey don't hold your breath unless your red lips turn blue
Drinking beer on the pier with your friends they all were sailors
On a boat just like a trailer, god I loved you just then
With the sun in your hair and all the gulls on the air
How they sang of some far-away we might've been
Look away, look away
Pretend you never knew me
Pretend you never used me
In the way that you do
Look away, look away
Maybe someday you'll lose me
Honey don't hold your breath unless your red lips turn blue
Driving me home you were larger than life
And the way your eyes shone was the blade of a knife
Still I took you and I twisted you around
Out on 99, the cheapest room that we could find
Sharing lines we made love for the last time so far
The tearing of tendons the hatching of schemes
Who am I to pretend that I know what it means
Who are we to be judging you now
Float away on the lids that you tore from my eyes
With a shirt from my drawer your main sail
All the young men in training to don the disguise
That you once taught me so well to wear
Mentholated is the smoke that you blow
You lost all your money in the traveling show
What am I supposed
To do with you now
Let it go 'cause there's no one who cares for you now
You can show you're own way to the door
Torn apart by the dogs when you leapt from the bow
For the cream-colored collar you wore
Shut me out
Shut your mouth
'Cause I've been here before
On the plateau of promises empty you swore
With a bare bandolier my poor heart marched to war
To be slain like the rest within sight of your shore
The way is laid with traps
This is all too much for me
Dragonflies and lizard's eyes that blink unevenly
So come but tread lightly
I just might be waiting still
You were once a builder
You fashioned all your lovers from pearl snaps
All your ash and cinder sheets
Born of fire they end up spires that shade the city streets
And you were once a builder
Now bewildered have they run you through their mill
How they look to you
How they look to you to heal whatever's left now
Of their broken brittle hearts
'Cause you were once a builder
Now your skills are honed for taking things apart
Come but tread lightly
I've laid the way with traps
And he led you stark naked to the many-tongued man
Who then fed you on vinegar-soaked saccharin
And he held you like fire in the palm of his hand
Oh the conch that you wore around your neck as a charm
He carved into a pistol tattooed on your arm
When you broke free he used it to sound the alarm
And he found you and beat you 'til your blood ran warm
Down your face
Now your jaw's out of place
The unusual taste of your teeth in your throat
And the blade that you'll use
Once his grip has grown loose
It grows sharper with each landed blow
And your mother the sea lion she primps and she preens
She's so gaudy and bloated the corpse of a queen
How she envied your feathers and hated your wings
And she left you to die there when you were fourteen
With her whiskers on fire her eyes are so still
She's alive but just barely through force of sheer will
And her breath is so labored her voice it's so still
Says her only regret is that she won't outlive you
She hates
For the sake of itself
Oh and you hate her too
But feel sorry somehow
And the world will be safe
For the fruit of your womb
When they lay the lion down into her tomb
Your father the merman, the trident he bore
And the power he held o'er the outcome of war
And you're mother the lioness, a dead man who swore
With his many tongues how he would strike you no more
Spit 'em back out, repeat 'em again
'Til we can pretend that all the echoes are real
This is not what you feel
It's only a sketch
In the temple you'll kneel down to an ungrateful wretch
All the layers are peeled to reveal how we've stretched
Our poor hearts to the limit
To the point where they'll break, and the shattering rain
Stirs a desert awake all the interest you fein
Hardly hides the disdain that you try to conceal
This is not what you feel
It's only a sketch
In the temple you'll kneel down to an ungrateful wretch
All the layers are peeled to reveal how we've stretched
Our poor hearts to the limit
And here at the end, they'll come back again
Whispering whims that they shouldn't reveal
This is not what you feel
Not what you feel
Not what you feel
So open your eyes, god you're so dead inside
All the widowers wives watch the walls come alive
And their fear is revived they taste the ache in their heels
This is not what you feel
It's only a sketch
The truth is too real, too compound and complex
And you'll never reveal whatever move you'll make next
Honey I've reached my limit
Your nylons with their tear just at the knee
Hey there get ready this'll only hurt a minute
I said close your eyes and I meant it
Hey there hold steady this is only the beginning
I said shut your mouth and I meant it
Machines that you can't see they built you in a factory
And told you who to be and what to love
Hey there get ready this'll only hurt a minute
I said open fire and I meant it
Hey there hold steady this is only the beginning
I said walk that wire and I meant it
The walls that you walked through the arms you fell into
The rooms you've painted blue to match your eyes
Hey there get ready this'll only hurt a minute
I said hold your breath and I meant it
Hey there hold steady this is only the beginning
I said raise your dress and I meant it
All the Christians and the Christians burned witches in turn
And the witches had only their own flesh to burn
And black kettles to churn like the sea
Emily told me a long time ago
Of how she was a firebug matches aglow
And that I was the only person to know
'Cause her secret was so safe with me
Oh Pleistocene, oh Pleistocene
How quickly you know what the rest of us mean
For millions of years they've anointed you queen
But now how the machines have broke down
Grandfather killed germans of that much I'm sure
In the crazier days with a world wrapped in war
And the millions who died where so certain they swore
That they'd all see the sun rise tomorrow
And Isabelle died when she was just five
Years old and her mother and father cried both
I held her now soulless form next to mine close
Whispering thank God she never knew sorrow
Oh Pleistocene, oh Pleistocene
How quickly you know what the rest of us mean
For millions of years they've anointed you queen
But now how the machines have broke down
How the machines have broke down
And my heart is in part just a cog that spins 'round
An unwanted guest who resides in my chest
I'll be blessed to be rid of someday
Oh Pleistocene, oh Pleistocene
How your darkness inhabits the space in between
All the worn out projectors and the flat, freckled screen
That cause all of the girls to leave town